:P..not feeling so good.

A whole lot of reasons why i feel horrible...
I'm tired....
And even though ppl say New moon SUCKED, (alot), i still want it.
And third of all..Serene is NOT gonna be my math tuiton teacher, only science, and i suck at that subject..i've improved in math, and i want her to feel happy and all...to teach a student, who has improved...and lemme tell you..ALOT.
My dad told me that my new math teacher would be Corey' old p6 math teacher, and she is NOT nice..AT ALL. Because, i have been to one of her sessions before..and after 1 hr, i decided that she is on my hate list...she scares me.
So next year, my p6 year, i will NOT be enjoying it, Serine (my "new" math teacher), is an impatient woman, who needs anger management, and she doesnt give a damm, if she scolds you, she just continues, and she is super scary...trust me..
Like wise, i like Serene alot better, we get along well, and i'm not afraid to talk to her, unlike Serine..(sorry, it's a little confusing, they kinda have the same name..lol).
GOSH, and Serine doesnt even have a car, so Abo or my dad have to send me there, which is trouble some...and bad. hmmm..
And, if i dont do my HW, Serine would MOST likely give me a HUGE scolding..
Unlike Serene, who doesnt make such a big deal out of it and all..
My dad says Serine is a wonderful woman, HAH, fat chance..
And since he told me last night, i guess i cried..and he said there was NO POINT CRYING.
hellooo? I'm gonna spend probaly the whole end of the year and the whole of next yr, learning maths with A CRANKY OLD WOMAN..
gosh.
why would i NOT cry? I can tell, she's gonna RUIN my life...ruin it.
And i am NOT over doing it..i mean what i say...and i really want to kill myself now..
I MEAN..SHE SCARES THE CRAP out of me! My dad called her last night, and he told me, that Serine said it would be a PLEASURE to teach me..OH GOSH..maybe, she's sucking up to my dad.
My dad thinks shes a wonderful woman, and errm, when he's NOT there, she turns into this BEAST..
gosh..i'm really scared..really really really really really SCARED..:(
Okay..i'm gonna go and hide in the bath room and CRY.
And besides, isnt it supposed to BE MY CHOICE with who i study with??????
:(((((((..
MY LIFE ISSS OVEEEER...
i'll miss Serene's teaching..:(