The creator of my past love.......





















The stupid woman who got me hooked! Okay. So, i got hooked onto this cause of Becky. Stupid woman!. BAHAHAHA. So, anyway. The minute i read twilight. Okay. I kindof speed read it. And didnt generally get it. OR WAS INTERESTED OR ANYTHING. But, it was the new book sensation! Like, how could i not read it??!! But i read it the second time, and i COMPLETELY GOT THE STORY. OKAY?
But, i got hooked onto EDWARD CULLEN LIKE A MAGNET. Me and becky. -nods-. Stephenie meyer was our role model. :D
I also LOVEDLOVEDLOVED all the youtube videos, parodies or vlogs about it.
Eventually got hooked onto new moon. Craved it. Got it. And got Eclispe. Now i've got breaking dawn. But i've YET to read it, have to finish "Dewey" first. <3>

So you probably know that in between i definitely was still crazzzzzy about the whole edward cullen thing. Sigh. And all that other stuff!!

BAHAHA. Stephenie is hell awesome. Her gratimatical sentences are good. And her use of vocab is good. I think my writing has improved now. She also proved to be you can just use your imagination, pick up a pencil and start writing a smash book seller hit.
She honestly moulded the classic vampire myth into something cool and modern.

But, seriously. You have to agree.
OH, and by the way, you CANNOT say she isnt pretty. YOU JUST CANT. Look at those eyes!
How warm and sexy. Oh my god.
She's big sized, but she's gorgeous. :)
I love stephenie meyer.
She's ranked herself as one of my favourite authors. EVER.

If she so happens to come to singapore, I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE THERE.
YAY. ;D


ttfn. READ STEPHENIE MEYER YEAH? <3
LOVES.

Lauren.

Because, my second family.......













Maeyin is mean, cause she keeps on hiding these kindof pictures. She's mean for not uploading them on fb or anything. MEANIES. >:(

Well, stupid lah. Cant enlarge it. It's such a shame. I dont care. I dont want to use it for any profile pictures or anything. Too small. But it fits for the MSN picture slot thing.
:)

Bless the lord.
Anyway,
ORAL WAS HELL. I stuttered, and i was HELL SCARED..

BAAAAH. :(
I just want everything to end, you know.
SOO FRICKING PRESSURIZING.

Stupid little, piece ah' HORSE POOP.

Dinner at 6. something today? No shit. I want to continue talking to rebecca. <3

whatever. Pork chops and stuff for dinner. Which side will i choose. Foood over friends. :D
Byeee.

RUNNING ON A FEVER...BABYYY.

Free cheers for the sick girl. FREE CHEERS FOR HER.

I am running on a slight fever. SHIT.

BUT, THAT MEANS,
NO CHINESE SUPPLEMENTRYYY.

I HOPE MY FELLOW CLASSMATES DONT DIE OF BOREDOM WITH THAT EXCUSE FOR A MT TEACHER.
AHHH, HORSE POOP.

I HATE YOU CHENG LAO SHI. YOU MORON.
I HATE YOU. HATE. YOU. HATE. YOU.


hate. youuu.
Seriously bro.
LIKE IT'S WARRR.

GAH. AND I HATE MS. LIM TOO...


STUPID SHIT.

I hope mrs. tan doesnt kill me. CAUSE I LOVE MRS. TAN.
SHE WILL KILL ME.
SHIITTTY.

SHITTY SHITTY BANG BANGG.

GAAAH.


I LOVE MRS. CHOO.
But i think she's gonna be ticked off with me very soon. i can feel it. CAUSE THERE'S 3 PERIODS OF SCIENCE TODAYY.
AHHH.

Eeee, i'm missing math period too!

SHIT.
SHIT.
I WILL DIE.
And i dont understand circlesss!!
I WILL DIE.

ORAL ON THURS AND FRI.
SHITTTT.

OHHHHH. HORSE SHITTT.

PRAY FOR ME STUPIDS.

GET SICKER.

I dont know about you. But i feel. MUCH. MUCH. better now. Like. REALLY. :(

Problem is. I DONT WANT TO.

HELLO?

WANTING TO BE WAITED HAND AND FOOT HERE.

FACK IT. :(

GET SICKER. WOOT WOOT WOOT.

GET SICKERRR.

GAH.

Kill me now.
I'M USING THE COMPUTER. :(

kill. ME. NOW.
pray for me. NOWNOWNOW.

God, please.
DO SOMETHINGG.

NO FRICKING WAY.

WONT YOU BELIEVE IT???

THE CHENG IS SICK.

Like, really sick!
My temperature is, 39 point something. ZOMG.

But after i had that HIDEOUSLY cold shower, that milo with the pills and uh, the cooling down process lah.

IT LOWERED TO 38.6 WEIH.

Baaaaahahaha. I'm so, dead.
Miss Lim probably FLIPPED when she found out i was gone.
TOTALLING UP, i've MISSED 3 in a half days of school!

WHY DO I HAVE TO FALL SICK IN MY P6 YEAR?
I was, practically BURNING. That screwed up excuse for a chinese teacher was sad. Like, HELL SAD.
I dont give a damn. If i turn up at school tmr, i'll be fine. But i'll get a scolding. PFFT.

And if i dont? When i MOST PROBABLY turn up on wedsnday, they'll KILL ME. Like, literally, SLAUGHTER..
AND THIS WEEK'S MY ORAL.

SCREWIT. SCREWIT. SCREWIT. SCREWIT. SCREWIT.

I'd rather die now please!
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS GONNA FRICKING HAPPEN TO ME,
LIKE, if it gets lower, then, good lah. GOOD GOD. But, i'll risk a KILLING SESSION FROM MRS. TAN, MS. LIM AND THAT STUPID EXCUSE FOR A MT TEACHER.

But, if I DO MISS SCHOOL TMR.
It'll be double on wedsnday. AND I'LL MISS SOO MUCH STUDY. AND LESSONS.
I WONT LEARN!

AND i wont be able to practise for my ORAL, which is on thursday and friday.
I WANT TO CRY,
SHIT YES. CRRY.
LIKE, MELT DOWN.
THAT KINDOF SOB. CAUSE NOTHING CAN GET WORSE.

I will pray. Pray for me. Pray for mee! :`(

(JEEZ WEIH, i'm so effing dramatic). BUT,
HOW CAN I FRICKING HELP IT????


i will go and sleep now.
AND POSSIBLY HAVE A BIG CRYING SESSION.
SOBBB.

Meg Cabot <3

The one and only.



















Meg cabot! Duuuuhh. I dont know. I think she's like my favourite author now. Her books are. Like. ADDICTIVEEE. And really good and funnyy!
There's a really good stock of her books in American club. Yah lah. I go there ALOT. So, i came across the section of her books.
AND THEN THE ADDICTION(THE LOVEE) STARTED.
I started reading her books when i was p4. SO, I READ the first two princess diaries books. I didnt really get it. So, i waited another 2 years. So now i'm a MATURED SMART lady. So, obviously. I can totally understand a plot line about a 14 year old girl who discovers she's a princess right?
Bahahaha. So, i started on book 3. And it was sooo good. Like, really good. I loved it. And then, i borrowed, All american girl (Honestly, it's just as good). And another princess diaries one. The novel when Mia graduates. I swear, yo. Nothing can get better than Meg cabot. NOTHING. NOTHING I SAAAY.

I think she's hot too. I mean. HELLO? She's probably in her 40's. But it's so cool about how she acts like she's 18 or something. She really relates to pre-teen's awesomely too.

FACK ME. I didnt get to meet her when she did her book signing thingy in Borders last year. GAH. Nicollete is SO lucky. :`(
I WILL MEET HER. I WILL.
But nontheless, when i grow up. I WANT TO BE JUUUSSST LIKE HER. Ohmygod. Seriously! Her life is so fruitful and interesting.
AND SHE'S SO SNAZZY AND QUIRKY. OMG. I LOVEEE IT.

READ THE PRINCESS DIARIES. NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWWWWW! It's soooooo good.


Anyway. Lunch calls. I will continue to rant about her somemore LATER.
But for now, i have to go.
MEG CABOTT. <3
IS MY ROLE MODEL.
NEW LOVES BABEEEH.

GO FRED.

FRED HAS 1000000 SUBSRIBERS.

one of those 1000000 people just so HAPPEN TO BE ME.
BAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
GO FRED.

CHECK THE GUY OUT. HE'S PRETTY HOT TOO.
http://www.youtube.com/user/Fred

ohh ohhhh honey.

The one i was meant. To forget. But not to forgive.

Because of you i was afraid to turn to the dark side;
BECAUSE of you i was afraid so i wont get hurt.


And you put the tingle on my shoulder, to distract me,

i turned away and walked into the silent night,
unforgiving. Hurt. betrayed.

Lost and insecure, but ready to make a decision.

You found me.

i MAKE A PRETTY DARN GOOD POET EH?
Last 3 words, in curtisy of the frrraaaay. thank youuu izzac.

Hahahaha.
That all came from heart. But for fun. I didnt mean anything i said, entirely.
But it would make a nice song. ESPECIALLY IF THE MEGA AWESOME LILY ALLEN COULD SING IT.

And she can add the f words, i'll let her. FOR HER SAKEEE.
Hahahaha.
Anyway, i dont have any tuiton today! Yayaaaayaya.

I'm gonna go and finish the sereneeee's homework.
AND then it's american idol time babyyyy.

oh yeaaah. It's time to drink some whiskey and get crazzy!
zomg, that phrase is in-geniuouss.

SEEE YOU AT SCHOOL! <3

the reason for yesterday's break down.

I get you. I was being VERY VERY ramdom yesterday. Not to mention SISSSSSSSSY.

But,

seriously!!

when's the day gonna come?

the DAY I FACKING TURN 12????


WHEN?

Oh bloody maamaaaamamama.

When it comes,

i will be estatic. Completely estatic. So, then, the sun will come out.
Welll,

I'm on facebook.

FACK FACEBOOK.
YOU KNOW WHY?

Nothing's been happening on my profileeeee,
STUPID LAH.

I hate this. I dont see whats the use.
Besides, i dont play all those games, and my applications areee,

stupid! -.-

WAAH.
bye babiees.

Till then ah?

I DONT EXPECT ANY B'DAY PRESSIES, since i'm so depressed.

Hahahaha,
-pats shoulder-.
LAUREN YOU STUPID GURLY.


MUAAAH!
<3

*we wont be seven teen forever, oh we can get away with this tonight*


The guys from metro station are hobo'sss.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

pst.

No kidding?

IT'S APRIL 7TH?

Count down how many months that is to be my birthday!
PSHTT.

april. May. June. july.

4 facking MONTHS?

Ah, nothing to look foward to then.

stupiddddddd.
BAHAHAHA.

Rebecca Soh.

I. LOVE. REBECCA. SOH. <3.
She is so awesome. She bared with me through 2008. :D
Like, towards the end.
We became good friends again! Yaaaay.

Ugly photo lah! Arielle's house, yo.
House warming party thingy.
The photo's will get better! BAHAHHA.

Two really cute wombat thingys? What are these two creatures called ah?

Hahaha. From rebecca's room. It came to Ethan's conclusion that these two animals were us, me and rebecca,

AND I WAS LIKE,

"HELL NO, WE'RE NOT LESBIANS".

But, still, i love Rebecca, nontheless.

She's hardcore.

That and she thaught me that word yo!

Hahaha. My nokia phone's effects are soo cool lah.

Hell yes! Rebecca's purpleee! :)

And she loved my new moon. Cause my condition was soo much better and smoother.

Hahahahaha.

Jealous babe. :D

Loves lah.

Gross! I look asian. Well, despite BEING SINGAPOREAN. It's gross.

Rebecca's lucky cause she's techically eurasian. AND IT'S SO EASY TO TELL.

I like her frinch. But it's hella emo. :)

This photo was supposed to be emo cause i put the effect to moderate.

Hahaha. I ruined it, cause i dont have a hairstyle like that. And i'm not as good at emo shots as Arielle.

I like to cam whore, happily.

SEPIAAA. :)

All smiles now lah.

Hahahaha. Rebecca's room. Kinda a basic view.

blurrish. But still, it's love lah. <3

When were doing nothing. Mac whoring. But generaly, still bored. So i cam whored with my nokia. :)

I miss it! :(

Yummy cupcakes her mum made for arielle's house warming. :)

YUMMMM!

CUTE. :)

SO CUTE. :)

I miss your house becky! LIKE LOADS.

King size bed lah. :)

Now i'm the jealous bitch.

NEW MOON. OH YES SHE LOVES IT.

Oh my gah! Now i have a head ache!

This took hell long!

Shit.

Well, love you becks. :)

Muah babe.

the support system.

So, yeah. Mainly some shots of the people who made my school life year work. I love you all.

My camera cut Sabrina offf! Hahaha.
Uhhhh, last few days of school were so sad! :`(
Hahaha.
TO think, every one looks sooo different now!
Stephanie's old hair, ZOMG.
Elis's old glasses, ZOMG.
Vanessa with no frinch!
And the rest is history. I definitely look the same!

During the holidays, well, NEAR the holidays lah. Tifany like ALWAYS invited us to her place. It was SOO MUCH FUN. PERIOD.

Love you girl. <3

To think you looked so young! OMG.

To think I LOOKED so butt ugly! Grosss!

Anyway, love you Tif. Thank you for the play dates and all. :p

We have to do it again aiy? Muaah.
I cant get over on how pretty she is now. It's like, she looks so young in this pic! Hahaha!

She's gorgeous now lah.

Love you babe. Glad you cut your hair. Cause now she looks more like silver from 90210.

LOVES! <3

Last day of school. 2008.

Elis really wanted a picture. So yeah. But she's so photogenic and suprisingly sweet lah! Omg.
They look similar. It grosses me out! :P

Now, Elis isnt really getting along with her new group.

Poor thing lah.

You'd better stop gossiping ah girl!

But, if you want to, reel me in. :P

I'm so in. with the gossip.

Vanessa and xin yue. Play date at tifany's. I took alot of photo's then!

Hahaha. Suckish lighting! But omg! Vanessa's glasses!

She looks so nerd-like.

BAHAHAHAHA.

Cute lah.
So pointless. But atleast now xin yue doesnt have to feel left out.

I dont know if you guys are doing so good, as best friends now.

But i like you guys. :P

ALOT. :D

I dont hang with ya'll lately. But xin yue's my partner!

Funny to think of that, cause we were mostly known as being monkeys together!

Hahaha. p5 camp. SUCH BAD MEMORIES. EW.

Muah okay?

Damn, those are SOME pretty gross shots of me.

BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Last but not least, ELIS.

MY ELIS.

Damn, i forgot about those white glasses. She looks so much more bold now.

Hahhaaha.

But she's still cute. Dont forgett.

I'm glad i have elis.

I want to call her crab cake girl,

or stalker,

Haahaha, she always reads my blog lah!

OH OH OH, xin yue too!

LOL.

I love you guys! Thank you guys for such good memories for 2008!

Love you!

Memories to be remembered, never to be forgotten.

Alessandraaaaaaaa. :D

Such good memories. Especially during the hols.
YES I REMEMBER THE SLEEPOVER. Hahaha. At her place. And we went to Great world city!!!

And then we went to Arielle's house warming thing. Hahaa.

Sleepoverrr! Omg. Wait till she finds out i've posted these,

Hahaha. I was, like, so desperate to take photo's. :P

But i've changed. I swear. -.<

Great world city. Oh my god. Alessandra looks retarded. Soo retardedddd.

Ohmygod! Her face! It looks squished up!! Grosssss.

Hahaha. I love sa.

She's such a weird camwhore partner.

But she was good enough. >.<

Theres nothing else i can say.

When I camwhore with ethan (cough cough), i choose suptle, nice places. :)
HAAHAHAHAHA. I camwhore with him all the time lah! Ninny's!

Us at Thomson. The time when the bimbo broke down cuz he wanted some sword thingy from the shop. :P

At orchard? A few levels below Lido. The day we watched

Madagascar. Hahahah. He fell asleep. But great photo's.

I guess Ethan is pretty cool to cam whore with. Hahahha. He listens to what i tell him to do.

Anyway! Look at the eyelids! Gross! My small eye takes up too much attention.

I like sepiaa! The first time i found out, i made use of it.

It's like, that 8o's effect. AH, awesome sauce!

Anyway, these pics are from the nokia 5300. My good ol' pal.

Okay-ish phone quality. So average. My new

canon dominates!

But my old nokia was still very good!

I took alot of good photo's with it.

ESPECIALLY,

with Ethan!

He's a very good partner. But he's so arrogant now! How snobbish!

He needs to cultivate the habit. Think how cool his future girlfriend will think he is.

She wont need to convince him to snap a shot, he'd have his camera ready.

And at they're wedding,

i'll take credit. :)

Ya'll should convince your mums to give birth to a baby boy!

It's so fun!

Hmm, well.

Night!

MARLEY AND MOI.

Thank you......


GUO MENG.

For giving me the Marley and me CD.

Problem is,

IT AINT WORKING.
The apperance is one of those backgrounds you get when you listen to songs.
The design thingy. The swirly colorful thing.

Gaaah.

Stupid lah!
But the sound and their voices can be heard!!! Omg, so worthless.
I was planning to watch this movie tonight.
Aiy...

I'm so frustrated! Nothing to do tonight.
Now, i have to read.-.-
Thats one option, or sleep!

Bleh!
Cannot waste tonight. It's rest time tonight. PERIOD. I dont want to waste it!!!
ngeh right? Got tuiton tmr too.


Stupid! If this stupid CD isnt working, i'm going to kill my self!!!

thinking.

SO bored.

Well, been thinking of what to do after PSLE.

Yes, Partying is an option!

SEE YOU AT THE END OF THE RACE.

DEPRESSED!

Being empty. :(

Is not a nice feeling.

Being vulnerable.

Is not a nice feeling either.

Being sick of something thats be been banging and been trying to get of your head?

Is the WORST feeling. Ever. period.

Back to my conclusion,
yes, i am sick.

Not sick, as in fever.
Sick of life's fire works and consequences.


I FEEL DEPRESSED AND SCARED.
I need three hugs. And i need some support. Cause at the point where i'm going?

I need help. I need a spine......

goodbye.